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2010-06-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

DesiderataGo placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit.If you compare yourself with others

2009-11-23T20:59:00.002+08:00

my take on religion.read this and see how paul arden is such a wise man.

2009-11-23T20:37:00.006+08:00

If Tomorrow Never ComesIf I knew it would be the last timethat I'd see you fall asleep,I would tuck you in more tightly,and pray the Lord your soul to keep.If I knew it would be the last timethat I'd see you walk out the door,I would give you a hug and kiss,and call you back for just one more.If I knew it would be the last timeI'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,I would tape each word and

2009-07-07T01:19:00.002+08:00

last night, as usual, i took a cab home from aud's place. the driver was middle aged and looked to be of staunch muslim background, with the beard, prayer cap and muslim hymns playing from his phone. i expected the ride to be pretty quiet, us being of such diverse backgrounds. but surprisingly, he was friendly, chatty and spoke well.me: uncle, just started work?uncle: no la. i usually don't work

2009-05-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

i love children and how expressive, candid, spontaneous and real they are. even with a limited vocab. no hiding, no privacy infringements, no secrets, no distrust, no elaborate thoughts and plans and losing the moment. sir robinson, a famous educator in the uk, suggested we do not learn creativity, we are schooled out of it then make attempts to pick it up later. perhaps similarly, we do not

2009-05-24T13:27:00.002+08:00

sometimes good advice comes from the most unexpected of people. people whom you thought you'd never receive advice from again because of all the time that has passed in between. whatever it is, i'm just thankful for it and the nice memories it brought back.

2009-04-30T09:34:00.002+08:00

how nice it would be for the mind to transcend the body. ideas and thoughts would no longer be limited/constrained by a material shell. all that is beautiful and monstrous would be out for everyone to see. the world would be such a dramatic, albeit chaotic, interesting place. perhaps vulnerability would cease to exist once people become desensitized to criticism. or maybe people would become

2009-02-20T15:02:00.003+08:00

postsecrets this week's rather endearing, it being the "valentine's day" week. i particularly like these two. (even though the first one's not very nice. :p)

2009-02-04T22:36:00.003+08:00

my family doctor died in his sleep one day in 2006 after he told his wife that he's very tired. him being one of two young doctors who died suddenly and unexplainably that month itself.every time i recall this incident i get seized by a bout of paranoia/worry.

2009-01-30T16:31:00.023+08:00

ripped this off auntie yuanyuan's blog. pretty interesting. thought i need a picture-sy post. i keep thinking i'll see yuanyuan around the corner only to realise she's awaayyy in norwayyy. sigh.Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation.1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday2

2009-01-30T16:30:00.001+08:00

as i mature, more so than ever, i discover more and more the importance of tradition. it's the substance that keeps families and culture together.let's take cny for instance. without it, many wouldn't even know who's in their extended family (even if you knew, how often do you meet and sit down and chat?). those who played with your parents when they were young, whose siblings were your

2009-01-25T19:45:00.003+08:00

never found out what a vivisection was till last night. here's one performed on a live man. found another of one performed on a girl impregnated by 'doctor'/experimenter and one of a dissected kid but decided they were too well photographed to be posted.war crimes in the name of 'research'. certain experiments don't have to be carried out to know that it's gonna be lethal. to torture others of

2008-11-30T00:21:00.002+08:00

met my p5 kid on the way home today. he improved in all three subs! though i'm unsure if he'd continue considering the poachers from the other centre, it's a reassurance that i'm not entirely a lousy teacher. the PSLE results were pretty demoralising for me and overall it added up to a very miserable november. i guess you can say good news come when you least expect it.ironically, i'm looking

2008-11-02T18:58:00.002+08:00

i should visualise the consequences before i do things. am not very sure if i've made a mistake or it's my mistake in perception.i was going down the escalator this morning to get to the stoouuupid train. the door made that beeping door-closing sound and i panicked, slid and landed head-first in front of the gap between the sliding doors. i looked up as the door was closing in front of me. to top

2008-10-13T01:31:00.002+08:00

i said i would dedicate a post to this... meet weirdo. special boy caught him/her/it at suntec arcade. like it, he's loveable in his own unique ways. :p now, all weirdo needs is more friends. hurhurhurrr..

2008-10-09T23:32:00.003+08:00

heli was just telling me about her teaching experiences at schools over lunch today. my teaching experiences are limited to tutoring small groups of less than 10, with parents forking out good money every month for the lessons (i.e. kids are obliged to sit up and listen).it's not like i'm unaware that there're kids who are just not cut for studying/memorising. i know it and it pains me thinking

2008-09-28T23:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MARK and GINA and HWEIS!! join the club! haha.. mark's mom is a good cook man. all that yummy indo food. think i ate enough for 2 meals (which was why i felt pukey after trying to stuff down my you mian). and yea. meeting up with friends outside the school compound somehow feels different. feels like your conversation can be more corny and revolve less around bitching about

2008-09-15T00:05:00.002+08:00

motivation was something i thought i'd lost some time ago, somewhere along the way. now, there's something ahead that i know i want and i want to work for it. life and responsibilities in the future seem to feel so real of late as i progress closer to adult life.have to be surer of what you want and be more confident of achieving it, cheryl.

2008-09-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

i've been too lazy to revive this. needed some privacy anyway. came across this story recently when i was feeling particularly insecure. nothing to do with security or whatsoever, just thought it's pretty sweet.SHMILYMy grandparents were married for over half a century, and played their own special game from the time they had met each other. The goal of their game was to write the word "shmily"

2008-06-17T02:57:00.002+08:00

after that particularly miserable post i'm now spacing out in front of the com listening to the sappy songs that class95 usually plays at this time of the night. can't sleep despite the fact that i've an early morning class tomorrow. hope i don't lose my temper at any undeserving fellow tomorrow. yes. cheryl will only scream at kids who 1. don't do homework 2. don't make any attempt at answering

2008-06-17T02:39:00.004+08:00

sarah requested that i update so here's one..it's in the dead of the night and i can't sleep, mainly cause i've lost my latest paycheck. i've been pretty absent-minded of late, losing pens, markers etc, but a $432 cheque?? that's just unacceptable. and more i think of it, the more i feel my socialising skills are going downhill. hanging out with kids all the time must have caused me to become

2008-05-09T00:45:00.002+08:00

wahhhh.. it's been more than a month since i've posted! audrey's telling me she'll be going hk soooonn! sounds fun. i remember last year this time we're already at ywca sleeping soundly cause of the previous night spent at the airport. haha..exams are over. feeling damn free now. i wanna go camping! someone please go with meee...

2008-04-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

i'm posting a lot tonight. it's to make up for not putting up anything for so long. and to tell some people that they're already part of my life, whether they appear on a regular basis or not. anyways, here's a story cô Lê (i.e. one of my viet tutors) sent us upon hearing our negative responses to "how are you today?" in class. personally, i felt very encouraged by it when i read it in the lab

2008-04-05T22:43:00.006+08:00

it's a bit late but better late than neverrrr!!prick with papa gan's watermelon juice! sally proving her tongue is long. we knowwww... tze won a bear. but that stall was like "sure win one". everyone got a prize even the smallest kid. hahaa..my $5 'float'. more like ice cream with rootbeer topping.group photo!!we conclude that this funfair's not comparable to those during our time. everything's

2008-03-24T01:26:00.003+08:00

i'm up doing projects now. i hate lousy project group mates. there's one on top of my hate-list of late.shits. i'm gonna look freakin exotic tomorrow. like panda-like. more coffeeeee maannnn..

2008-03-21T12:44:00.002+08:00

rj is still scaring me about that evil AND socially awkward thing i said more than a week ago. evilnesssss... but come to think of it, it really felt kinda strange yesterday. but that's probably the last of our interactions. while i might miss it now since they're pretty fun and interesting people, i'm sure i'll get over it in like a month. especially with the terrible workload. i've been trying

2008-03-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

i must thank yuanyuan for being such a kind soul today. i was trudging towards the central library for a nap after discovering that there was a class in the gis lab when i met her today. she's nice enough to accompany me for lunch and be my emo partner la. i'm sorry that you didn't get your pasta salad and ended up with sucky fish and chips though. haha.. ok. let's try being un-emo next time man.

2008-03-16T19:48:00.002+08:00

butterfactory was freeeeaaaakin boring. reallyreally. the crowd was old and took a damn long time to warm up. too many foreigners. music was only OKAYYY. and it closed at THREE. whichever club closes at three man.so we ended up sitting outside along the steps of the singapore river and chatting about needing to find a husband SOON (more like rj and i. dev like still ehh.. havoc.) haha.. actually,

2008-03-12T21:02:00.002+08:00

i went out with rj and dev last night in search of the elusive eyebrow threader. found it but it's CLOSED. so we went for dinner. i luvluv you guys man. walk so far on slippery ground with shit-grip shoes with mee. sniffs.ok. other than the inventing of strange rumours you guys totally rock. people say there's no smoke without fire. rubbish la. these two can conjure smoke out of anything. if it's

2008-03-04T16:58:00.002+08:00

these days, there's the crazy obsession with mas selamat going around.me to my tuition kids: next time you see any strange person in the bus you better be careful ok. you never know if he's mas selamat.audrey's boyfriend eisen: maybe the malay stall is closing early cause they cater food to mas selamat.boon and rj: next time you see someone who looks like mas selamat, chase after him. cause he

2008-02-27T22:41:00.003+08:00

i'm sprouting white hairs. shit.anyways, audrey rocks. I LOVE YOU OZI!! for being such a great friend. and being there when i need you. so many times i can't count. and for being such a good cook AND sharing your food. i can't say how glad i am that we met in sec1. (though at that time i wasn't exactly feeling that way. quite the opposite in fact. haha..) anyone who doesn't think much of audrey

2008-02-27T11:21:00.002+08:00

speaking of dreams yuanyuan! i've been having very strange dreams. i want normal, peaceful sleep man. for instance, last night my dream was like a movie. i dreamt of two close friends or allies, A and B. A got castrated and he became a totally different person. like hostile to B and all. wtf. castration leh. so how do u interpret this castration-leading-to-character-change thingy??? such

2008-02-24T22:15:00.001+08:00

i hate constipation. thank god for anti constipation remedies.

2008-02-23T01:46:00.002+08:00

i've decided to go for the field studies module in thailand. hopefully it'll be fun! and there'll be subsidies! and i wont screw up that module.anyways, the much anticipated mid-term break's finally here. it's not gonna be much different from school in terms of amount of time spent studying, but at least the time's flexible! and i'm going out with audrey, tze and sal on monday! hopefully we'll

2008-02-20T21:41:00.007+08:00

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2008-02-09T12:15:00.001+08:00

yuanyuan and i were chatting on msn 2 nights back and she summarised the first part of our convo into this equation:21 this year = no boyfriend = no steady partner = no engagement = no marriage = no kids!SCAARRYYYYY...so we said we should attempt to find one by this time next year. i.e. introduction of makeup and non-lok-kok clothes. then our guy should sorta fit the description of our ideal kid

2008-02-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

it's new year once again! the year seems to have passed rather quickly. as i was doing chores today i could even remember what i was thinking at this time last year. my sisters are damn excited about it. but somehow, the older you get the less excited you are. sometimes i feel i'm doing this in keeping to tradition. but well, i still like cny. gives me a warm feeling. like everything you do you

2008-02-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

from today, i am determined to drown myself in work and constructive things. instead of thinking thoughts (that should not be and have no right to be entertained) that tears me apart all the time.oh yes. yi-hui! when are we starting our weekly swim?

2008-02-02T02:33:00.001+08:00

i think i'm psychic. which makes me afraid of thinking anything right now.

2008-01-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

here're the pics from last friday's tuan yuan fan which everyone attended! yay! all the food prepared and nicely arranged by the anal audrey. posing while getting the liqour out. prick was responsible for the death of one of her glasses. haha..getting drunk before it all starts. getting shot in the sly. notice everyone's (other than tze's shocked expressions). bad van. making use of sally's

2008-01-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

ah sighh.. in the midst of an emo period now. nothing in particular. just a mishmash of things that numbs your brain and makes you teary-eyed and wondering at the cruelty and loneliness of life.sally, i'm gonna tell the whole world the secret that i've been making you keep the past week. yes. sometimes i hate my friends' boyfriends. no. i'm not kidding. i feel sad thinking how they'd spend more

2008-01-12T12:45:00.000+08:00

i've had a simple but great start for 2008. family, friends and money-wise. so if you catch me smiling to myself- there's reason to smile! (:familyeveryone has family problems but you guys didn't choose me and i didn't choose you. not all is fantastic, but, as long as we all try our darnest to make things work, it's gonna be alright. good even. and i must say i love my family cause everyone tries

2007-11-11T17:07:00.000+08:00

i feel a sense of loss as i prepare for the upcoming exams. there's a goal, yes. but there is no clear sense of direction. and especially when i'm exhausted or demoralised, the goal seems too far and unattainable (at least by me), the reasons for getting there insubstantial.yet, i fear the future. everytime i think of it, i get worried. there're simply too many things to take into

2007-11-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

there are such nice people out there volunteering to share/crash my future rented home with me when i get thrown out of the house by my parents. haha.. note it's a WHEN, not IF. there's no way i'm gonna get married by 26 la.yi min gave hui shan, devica and i a 'support migrant workers' (or something like that) rose each on monday. poor jason didn't get one cause he's a guy but he was nice enough

2007-11-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

my parents just dropped a bomb on me. "if you all don't get married by 26, you can pack and move out. we're not your maids." OHH MAAANNNN!!! 6SIX6 MORE YEARS!! less than that in fact!

2007-10-31T00:17:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged in a long while cause my thoughts have been very messed up and i needed time to sort them out. writing things that i don't really mean and ending up making people i care about unhappy is not something i want.anyways, the exams will be upon us in a month! there's one more reason to do honours now so all the more i've to extra hard. if only passion and ability were synonymous. it's

2007-09-29T21:44:00.001+08:00

i deleted the previous post cause it's too harsh. it takes more courage, patience and effort to forgive and sort things out than to throw a temper and give up on everything. i hope everything'll be ok by next month. sighh..

2007-09-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

YAY YAY YAYY!! can't wait for tuesdayyy!! i'm going out with da ganggg!! omg! i'm so excitedddd!! it's the complete gang cancancann!! <3 <3 <3 (my first time using heart emoticons! haha..)in case you're wondering if i've gone mad. no i've not! reasons to be excited:-1) van's back from aussie for her reading week! which means we can gather as a complete group once again and joke and laugh and

2007-09-15T00:20:00.000+08:00

i was watching the japanese version of hana kimi and was surfing around when i came across this- ikuta toma and yamashita tomohisa aka tomapi. try to ignore the hotness and look at the chemistry. sighh.. i don't think it's staged by the way. these two are really buddies. wahhh.. damn hot. puddle already.Reasons to love Tomapi! Perhaps because these two once waited in line for 40 minutes to ride

2007-08-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

i'm damn tired and pissed and stressed. over more things than one. it's not like i'm not putting in effort but ultimately i can't satisfy everything and please everyone.i've got readings (it's barely 1 week into school and i've spent more than $30 printing ONLY readings), projects (there's one consultation next week already and projects are important cause they're grade-pullers), judo (freshies

2007-08-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

i just got accupuntured by my uncle today. it's amazing i tell you. helps my knees a lot. i don't even know what's wrong with my knees. i don't do vigourous stuff but i still got knee problems. i suspect it was my previous job. all that walking up and down carrying heavy loads.met up with the exco members today. devica rocks! she got me 4 coke cans from indo! haha.. hopefully her appeal is

2007-08-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

i don't understand why people do things that they don't want or don't like to be done to them to others. especially when the 'others' are people they call friends. honestly, i think this year's 0week's more fun than last year's, but altogether i'm not too happy about it either. some people should just reflect upon their behaviours instead of asking stupid questions like "are you very angry?" yes,

2007-07-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

"there has been some public backlash on the group endangering themselves to begin with"well, i'm not saying that the south korean missionary group held hostage deserved it. in fact, i thought they had good intentions, but c'mon, sending your people to a muslim country at war with the western world with the intention of evangelism is just plain idiocy. i've nothing against this sorta people, but

2007-07-16T01:37:00.000+08:00

omg! while watching this korean drama i discovered this fella! ain't he CUTE?? haha.. i lovelovelove his smile man! and the way he sulks is amazing! woohooo!wahhh.. faintsfaints! totally drool-inducing! not your classic good-looking but y'know.. like got seh. haha.. and yeas! he's a fantastic actor! acted in several rather acclaimed shows like '3-iron', 'art of fighting' and 'delightful girl,

2007-07-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

i swear my mom's going bonkers. maybe it's menopause or something. one day she'll be like bright and cheery and all smiles then the next day she'll come rushing into my room screaming about something she previously had no problems with. it's like a total wtf? kinda experience.well, today's a pretty upsetting day altogether. i've always wondered why is it that the closer you are to someone the

2007-07-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

yayyy!! i got a new skin. the previous one was so boring that i refused to post anything on it anymore. haha..well, in case you guys were wondering, ARTS CAMP ROCKED!! it rocked so much that even though i left a few times in the middle it was still really fun. i lovelovelove my freshies cause they're such a warm, fun-loving bunch of cuckoos! and the fellow councillors in rumpa were really cool to

2007-06-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

arghh.. eating like a pig lately! my bottoms are tight like crap nowww!! howww!! they'll bring me to the slaughter house soon and make me into ba kut teh. boohoooo.. i'm scared!oh yea. i'm working! haha.. for 4 days at communicasia for some company called terra services. sigh. i hate working but what to do? 7bucks an hour. like a slave. bleackkk. and they're asking me to talk like a pro! mann.. i

2007-06-14T19:28:00.000+08:00

my posts lately have been very tired and emo. i guess i'm losing many of my initial objectives. gotta keep track of them or sooner or later, i might lose myself.

2007-06-10T19:08:00.000+08:00

got this from vienna's blog.( i) List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will.(ii) Dont say who they are.1. just shut the fuck up. really. i don't actually wanna hear you talk.2. you've never got this far so don't say you know what it's like. you don't.3. stop messing and playing with my brains, my feelings and my life. stop it. cause i can't bear to tell you to.4. how many

2007-06-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

malaysian trip was fucked up. shan't elaborate. also, if you like me then accept me for what i am. if not then don't. i've got more than enough to handle.

2007-05-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

there are periods when days at a time i do nothing in particular.these are the times when my mind is the clearest.

2007-05-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

the hongkong cough is still lingering. in fact, it has gotten worse, making me sound like i'm stricken with TB or something.as for the trip, it was fun. though i feel that the shenzhen section was more fun since hongkong was a bit like singapore (though safe, stuff weren't fantastically cheap). we bought lots and lots of things! haha.. and devica is a damn good bargainer. totally auntie man. then

2007-05-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

Your Inner Gender is MaleYou are rational, matter of fact, and quite dominant.You like to get things done, without any emotional messiness.You truly don't understand most women. And you definitely feel more comfortable around men.No doubt about it. You're a guy - at least on the inside.What's" Your Inner Gender?it's a LIE!! at least the last part. cause i like hanging out with females.ok. in fact

2007-05-01T15:47:00.000+08:00

The author wanders through memories of a Singapore upbringing by visiting well known and "lost" locations, which evoke both past experiences and present day emotions. The result is an unusual drifting account of a Singapore quite unlike anyone else's. The black-and-white photographs also induce misty dreams. Perhaps surprisingly, maps are included, as is a bibliography and an index. i want this

2007-04-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

insomnia can be caught through blogs issit? i was reading vienna's blog and she was describing her inability to sleep and the next day i got the same thing. it's been quite a few days now. i can't sleep more than 6 hours a day. and no. not a one go. like 3hrs, wake up, and another 3hrs, or 2hrs, wake up, another 2hrs, breakfast, then another 2hrs. it feels like crap. my eyes feel swollen

2007-04-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

here i am slugging through my readings at 12.41am in the morning and i'm fantasizing about what to do after the exams.here's a list-1) shenzhen trip!2) wala wala3) chomp chomp4) chilli crab at the tanjong pagar sze char5) visit to the bottle tree village6) fishing at bedok jetty7) go for my driving licensewhen i think of more i'll write it down. but 7's quite a lot alr. haha..

2007-04-16T14:57:00.000+08:00

wahh.. my last post was my 666th post. how scary. not as scary as the way i'm studying for my exams. or rather, not studying. i've not even TOUCHED geog. and it's my major. and everything will be tested so can't escape. urghhh.. -trembles in fear-ok. here's my exam timetable...southeast asian studies (1008)- 24th april, 1pm.political science (1101)- 25th april, 1pm.japanese studies (1101)- 27th

2007-04-14T14:18:00.000+08:00

i'm NEVER, EVER staying over in school to mug again. EVER.it's ok till about 12 then you feel like nothing more can go into your head. you wanna take a break but the table's simply too uncomfortable to sleep properly. you stare at your notes and readings some more but it's a futile attempt. you feel grouchy and so does your buddy cause you both miss your bed and toilet and nua sleeping clothes at

2007-04-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

YAYY! i'm done with NANOWORLD!! the last test was today! haha.. though i think i'm gonna get a U (i.e. unsatisfactory) for it, BUT the torture's OVERRR!! muahahahaaa..to add to the happiness, I'VE NO MORE PROJECTS!! the js one was handed in at 4pm today! :))) so now we're free to ermm... STARdieeeeee! -maniacal laughter-met boon and jeremy in the library when i went to look for a ding dong. haha.

2007-04-07T14:12:00.000+08:00

we've pulled out of the laos YEP and are going to shenzhen by ourselves! haha..OURSELVES here include devica. haha.. happiness! now renjun is no longer grouchy thinking of the trip and devica can spend more time with us instead of indo where she suffers from severe boredom AND everyone has something to look forward to after the exams. :)))

2007-04-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

it's the qing ming festival again. 18 years is not enough. i miss you.

2007-03-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

my two favourite people in judo (and possibly school).

2007-03-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT NEW AIR-CONDITIONING!!! wahahahaa.. thanks to the air-conditioning that the entire family got to go to chomp chomp to eat. happiness! :)))

2007-03-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

everyone please gimme your drink CANS especially the YELLOW ones!! don't get the wrong idea and think that i've decided to give up on my studies to compete with those can-collecting old people in the hawker centres. your small efforts in bringing your cans down to the arts club coom will go a long way in SAVING ARTS RAG! and meanwhile, you guys can donate any tools or penknives or even money to

2007-03-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

this post will be on friendships.i've always been a strong believer of old friendships. by that i meant old friends who you've been through ups and downs with but might not necessarily keep in close contact with now. that's why someone you knew in primary school might not be a fantastic friend now. firstly, how much troubles can you have in pri school compared to the angsty teenage days when

2007-03-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

should i or should i not colour back my hair??!

2007-03-14T18:16:00.000+08:00

haven't been posting pictures lately so here're some pics of the time i went for CIP with the laos YEP people...a really unglam shot with the kids ren jun and i were handling. unglam possibly cause we felt they were monsters.cute lion right? but which lion has like green streaks in his mane i ask you?

2007-03-14T17:08:00.000+08:00

mann.. i'm sucha loserrr!! i was playing with devica during monday's training and i sorta fell and tried to push myself up with my left hand thinking i still had a chance when the woman came crashing on me. which caused my arm to produce 2 really sickening sounding pops, then numbness, then the next moment i was sitting outside the dojo with the year 4 med students, the culprit and renjun around

2007-03-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna die. i've like heart murmur. which might explain my occasional chest pains. i went for a jog just now and guess what??? i had chest pains again. i'm not kidding! i only found out during med checkup and i even had some ECG scanning thing done on me. oh wells, you people better start meeting up soon before i die. (*ahemahem* hint to the GANG) anyways, heart murmur sounds cute la. like

2007-03-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

botak jones plus daily scoop ice cream is freakin KILL-ERR. got freakin heartburn la. but. YAYYY!! the siao char bo is baaacckkk!! lalala.. talking 5 days worth of cock with her was quite fun! :))))talk about good food. pgp's chicken rice is FANTASTIC. i've to thank carrie for introducing it to me mann. reminds me of the ones i had in malaysia. YUMS!! THANKEW CARRIEE! see la! now i might develop

2007-03-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

i've been reading carrie's blog just and something she said totally struck a chord."I've always found it hard to be extremely honest about my past. I love reminiscing about the good ol' days with friends and all that, but when it comes to a personal memory of the past, I've never been able to come out and describe it in honest detail. In fact, I hate answering questions about my past, and would

2007-03-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

it's always not a good sign when you start dreaming of someone.

2007-02-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

wow. this is my 651st post on my first blog which i'm still using after 3+ years. how time flies. i remember i started this blog as an outlet for a lot unhappiness during my emo years. outgrown it more or less. unless jaded can also be counted as emo? haha.. these days, i find myself getting upset about different things. well, all part of the growing process!anyways, it's official! i'm heading

2007-02-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

I WANNA EAT BOTAK JONES!!!Hours and location for Botak Jones Ang Mo KioYue Hua Food Place Block 608 Ang Mo Kio Ave. 5 Phone / Fax: 6755-1-225 Tuesday - Sunday 12:00 noon til 10:00 pm Monday closedHours and location for Botak Jones ClementiBlock 325 Clementi Ave 5 (Kopitiam) #01- 129Singapore 120325 Phone / Fax: 677-41-225 Tuesday - Sunday 12:00 noon til 10:00 pm Monday closed

2007-02-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

the most fun thing i did this CNY was play with these 2 distant cousins of mine. super adorable! the older one in yellow's 9 and the younger one in blue's 7 (same zodiac sign as me! but he's a wild rabbit la). the fatty is addicted to games while the skinnier one treated me like a sweet opener and kept asking me to open little packeted mentos for him and was thus on a perpetual sugar high. boys

2007-02-16T10:07:00.000+08:00

how very sad.

2007-02-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

observing how the chinese are so obsessed over the lunar new year gave me some food for thought. it's probably some inherent clock chinese all over the world have that rings crazily during the new year season then finally shuts up and winds itself up for the next year. or else how do you explain the way even people like me who aren't really into festivals understand the importance of the occasion

2007-02-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

we're separated further and further apart by time, developed differences and fading memories.we've learnt that no person can be constant in life. that's why i'm finally learning to appreciate and cherish people around me because i'm terrified that one day, when i'm not looking, they'll go away and never return. but sometimes, i realise, the tighter you grasp, the faster and further people will

2007-01-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

i like my ij friends! they're supportive!! ij spirit man! :)))

2007-01-28T02:35:00.000+08:00

omg. i can't believe this. i just committed myself to another tuition kid at QUEENSTOWN. 2 times a week for $230. guess that's like market rate but it's still pretty tiring. WHY, stupid me, WHYYY??? ok. at least there's a direct bus to that place from nus and i get to end before 7 for both sessions. BUT. it's queenstown n it's tiring!anws, i feel like im getting ripped off for the class tuition.

2007-01-18T18:28:00.000+08:00

realise i've not been blogging for some time. well, i guess some thoughts are not meant to be yelled out to the world.anyways, the new sem's not exactly going smoothly for me. the mods are HORRID, especially intro to the nanoworld and terrestrial and coastal environments (lim han she again! gawd.. save me.) i think i should boycott nanoworld now and forevermore and simply print the notes and

2007-01-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

i'm so gonna boycott the arena now and forevermore. urgh! like wth were the judges thinking?or did they even THINK? the loyang team was bad. they kept repeating the same points over and over and oveerrrr again i totally got that tape recording feel. besides, their eeeenngreesh was bad. especially that second girl who sounded so ah lian i'm amazed she got through her debate team selection. if they

2007-01-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

my latest darling is such a versatile actor. muahahaa.. actually,i think i'm developing an obsession. but heck, since it helps a little with my moderately depressed self now, i shall indulge myself for awhile.matsuyama kenichi as L in "death note".his antics are daaammnn cute. wahahaaa... matsuyama kenichi as kawamoto yuji in "1 litre of tears" matsuyama kenichi as shinichi okazaki in "

2007-01-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

i am a such a laggy blogger. it's the 3rd of january and i'm blogging about new year's day. haha..anyways, it was fun! we went over to mark's place at 10. MARK RUSLI'S such a good cook i tell you!! we should like start a restaurant! haha.. he can cook and i can do the dessert and clean. not that my desserts are fantastic but i just want a share of the profits. wahaha.. oks. i wanna order those

2007-01-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

here's my entry on my trip to malaysia which is long due..we stayed at my uncle's place at batang kali, somewhere in between genting and kl. i tell you, one day i might just get a house in malaysia. just a cheap small one in the rural areas will do. i sooo love the experience. other than in camps i've never woken up to the calls of birds and insects and neither have i sat in a porch in the

2006-12-20T18:06:00.000+08:00

cheryl's dream pet. they're cute, smart and clean. and if you get a rotten one there's always pork CHOP. wahahahaaa...

2006-12-20T18:04:00.000+08:00

what i've been doing lately other than reading and watching dramas..

2006-12-13T03:08:00.000+08:00

oh yes. since i promised ellen i shall explain what happened with the clubbing and the job. since i've cooled down quite a bit i find it easier to explain.ok. at first i was to go for the on-job training for the ite customer service which was supposd to be at 8 in the morning. that's why i decided not to go for mambo night. THEN the next day at 7.30am when i was already at dover ite, prick texted

2006-12-13T02:48:00.001+08:00

the reason i disappeared for some time.admittedly, the protagonists are really hawt and the scenery fantastic (if they're not cgi) but i think the story idea is better. though it's pretty draggy towards the middle, the characters slow to catch things and worse than ill-fated (more star-crossed than a romeo and juliet cause ill-fated 'coincidences' can never be so coincidental.) BUT i cried

2006-12-13T02:10:00.000+08:00

went kino today and bought this and 2 deathnote comics AND a membership card. i've read a few stories and it's good! kinda attacks some issues that pop out and niggle at you every once in a while. my trip was followed by a visit to the library. got some books from there as well. :)))